The cane (part 2)

As I stated in part 1, I am trying –with Sir’s help – to overcome my fear for the cane. In every session we have, Sir has built in a part where we play with the cane. This way my anxiety for the cane will disappear slowly.

Each session starts with negotiating about the number of points I will pay off that session. I choose – out of my free will – to take points with the cane as well. Partly because I want to prove how happy I am to overcome this fear, partly also to show Sir I am prepared to work on this.
This time I choose to take 5 points with the cane on my ass. For me this still is the best place to start with the cane.

This time I feel that the fear is much less. Sir and I have talked about this and I know that I can trust him not to override the number agreed upon. Right after I have received these 5 points Sir notices that I am close to my orgasm. (The preceding blows with hands and belt have made me very horny)

Sir whispers in my ear the suggestion to give me 5 more with the cane while he lets me have my orgasm. I agree for I am very eager to cum. You still feel the blows, but they feel and hurt differently for you are about to cum. Instead of punishment it is more of a horny feeling.

This way I get used to it gradually and I can now see that the cane is more than just an instrument of punishment, it can actually make you horny. Thank You Sir.

kim{S}

Session number four

Today Sir has planned another session. Dressed just the way Sir told me I go on my way to the place where I will meet him. Driving there it is obvious: the tension is rising. It is logical for I have no idea what this session will bring.

I am early there and have a smoke waiting for Sir. When I see his car arrive, my heart beats like hell and the excitement rises again. I get out of my car, kiss Sir and put my bags in his car. Then we head off for the arranged location. Going there we talk about a lot of things and I notice that Sir wants to even increase the excitement. We stop several times where Sir slaps me and plays with me as a warm-up. In a parking lot we leave the car and go into the bushes where Sir wants me to pull up my skirt and pee. A lorry driver is curious and follows us. At last he leaves us be and I have my first public pee. It is humiliating and exciting at the same time.

As we arrive on the rented spot we have a cup of tea and are off to the BDSM room. It is small but nonetheless well equipped. Sir sorts out all his stuff while I wait patiently.

Sir puts on my trainings collar and the cuffs and I can get undressed and the wrist cuffs and he tells me to get my clothes off. Sir sits in a chair while I lay on the ground, flat on my belly, while we negotiate on the number of points I will pay off today. I know that this day is all about finding out how much I can take so I go easy on the number of points. I go for 25 points: 10 with the hands on the tits, 10 with the belt on my ass and 5 with the cane on my ass: I should say Sir’s ass.

Sir attaches my wrist cuffs to a bar attached to the ceiling and starts with smacking my tits; five on each side. After I received the 5 with the cane Sir checks my cunt and feels that I am already very wet and excited. He suggests that I take five more with the cane while I cum. He always says this can be very horny and now I experience that it is.

After my orgasm we start with the first game of this session: I am not allowed to say no on any given question. Sir orders me however to answer quick, loud and clear. That doesn’t give me that much time to think. It just makes it that more exciting. Sir tries out my limits of pain as well as my limits of not cumming while being very close. It’s difficult but in the eind I always say ‘no’ once which resluts in five harsh blows with the riding crop.
While this goes on Sir places me against the cross but doesn’t attach me to it. I am free to leave or move but I know Sir wants me to stand still. Sir seriously tests me with the riding crop on my tits, ass and cunt. With the big flogger he strikes with all his force and still there is no need to use my safe word.

After this game there is a break where I am allowed to sit at Sir’s feet. It helps me to settle down and prepare for the next game.
This is the game named: “the interrogation game.” Sir gives me a shirt and short of men’s underwear. On the shirt is written: “Slut, Nr 17” It is very humiliating to wear men’s underwear and I am locked up in a small prison cell. There I am waiting anxious, uncertain of what is about to happen.  

Sir gives me an envelope that contains the story. I am on holidays in a small South American republic where I am captured by the army for smuggling drugs. I did no such thing but these soldiers just want me to have fun with me and abuse me. They also want to capture my girlfriend but they are not sure which date she will arrive on the island. They really want to play with her too and they want me to tell this date to them.
It is my assignment to keep this date (stated in a second envelope) a secret no matter what. Sir doesn’t know which date is stated in that envelope.

Sir tries all kinds of ways to get that date from me. Normally – due to my submission – it is hard to keep secrets from him, but this time I use all my force not to tell. Sometime he uses a lot of pain especially when he places a zipper. He also puts clothespins on my tits and threatens to strike them off with the riding crop if I don’t tell. I don’t give in and take the pain as he strikes them off one by one.
I am also quite worried when he takes a box cutter, but he uses it only to cut the underwear I am wearing and rip it off my body. It has a very special feel and I like it.
Then there are the difficult times when I am close to an orgasm. Sir teases me with that damn vibrating egg in my cunt, using especially those sensations that make me cum fast. Sir says he will “help me not to orgasm”; he does this by using the small flogger on my wet cunt. In the end I succeed not to tell him this date and I am proud for it. Then Sir states it is ‘game over’ and I can have my orgasm while he pulls off the zipper.

Both games were fun and very exciting. I have learned lots of new things and fount out that my pain limits are quite high even.

It was a very special day. Thank you, Sir. 
kim{S}